I close my eyes and try to remember
A time when I knew who to trust
Back when my friends didn't betray
And knives never found ways to my back
I close my eyes and try to remember
A time when I didn't cry
Back when my happiness was so easy
And tears were never caused by friends
I close my eyes and try to remember
A friend who never did waver
Someone I never had to question
And could always turn to in need
I close my eyes and try to remember
A person who always chose me
Who never picked boys or another friend
When I was upset and in need
I open my eyes and look around me
And see nothing that I dreamed
I see myself stabbed, my tears flowing down
And my new friends looking on with no care
I open my eyes to the world which I live
And the happiness leaves by my tears
The tears keep falling 'till I'm empty inside
While my friends do nothing to help
