Why do I have to feel like this

When day and night I’m forced to miss

That smiling face that I love so

And without that face I now know

How sad I can be while acting happy

My life used to be so cute and sappy

A little fight here a little fight there

Nothing but a few little scares

She’s been taken away for which feels like forever

And I get to see her close to never

Because of the distance we barely speak

And online our conversations are weak

When I have a problem I don’t know where to run

While she was here I had none

I could always run to here to make it okay

Any night or any day

I was an angel and she was my wings

I took her hand and had the strength to sing

She reassured me when times were tough

And she knew she could come to me when her life was rough

We had each other and now I see

How we were seriously made to be

Best friends and sisters for good

But no one understood

So now my heart is ripped in two

And I don’t know who

Could ever try to fulfill her place

Try to replace her perfect smiling face

She cannot be undone

In my memory we’ll always have fun

As we used to everyday

 We never realized we would be forced to say

Good-bye to each other

And hug one another

Then be ripped apart

Two halves of the same heart

No matter what the distance apart

She will always be number one in my heart

Though I scream and though I cry

Cause we had to say good-bye

I know it wasn’t for good

Rip us apart is something no one could

We will be whole once more

From the outside to the core

She will be in her exact spot

And then I’ll know what I got

And when this is I will never ever let her go

That at least I know